Family Death

Today was yet another fucked up day in the life of the Wormhole Animehead such is I. My brother Allen an ex-crackheaded family vacating rehab graduate living on a disability check and working under a government assisted program job with one of my other brothers in a suburb of Kansas city has passed away this morning. He was my 3rd oldest brother and really had some problems in life, he never did have it easy, and if anyone would've guessed how things would turn out for his life, they probably wouldnt be too far off from what actually happend today and over the last few years. I think though as a brother it is my duty to say that his life over the last few years had made a complete 180. He may have gained an enormouse amount of weight from the lack of drugs in his system but his mind had reverted almost back to the point of a young autistic and innocent teen. Very polite and considerate and low toned and smiley. Who knows where his mind could've been when he was around and quiet. But he seemed to be there when talking. Everyone makes mistakes, and I'm sure a lot of us learn from them and some of us just get by without ever realizing the consequences of our actions. I now wish you the peace in death that you never could have had in life my brother. Rest in Peace.

FPM

It's a sad day today because i have just learned that one of my all time favorite local rock bands is dispersing. Fragile Porcelain Mice has been a long time act in the local St. Louis area. I'm 33 now and I remember seeing them play back when I was like 16 or 17.. they were a class act as well (especially if you liked mosh pitting, lol). They had a different sound but it was a good one, and definitely one you could totally rock out to. They will surely be missed, and their 4 albums will be cherished and blasted for years to come.. So long guys, hopefully see you around town.

homework

well i got a bunch of outside stuff done today, the last bit of landscaping with what things i had at my disposal. still lots to do but can wait for the right season to do it. hopefully it was the last bit of lawn mowing and weed whacking, anything more that may need to be down can be done on the tractor. I then went down to the office and started sorting out the action figure wall. I opened a bunch of figures that I'd been waiting to open for about 2-3 years just for the purpose of having a place to properly display them (yes I'm kinda like the 40yr old virgin, cept i'm not a virgin, and i do take some figures out of their packages. well especially if i have duplicates to keep mint, lol.).
Now I'm watchin The Nightmare Before Christmas again with Logan. Such a good flick to help me in my process of desensitizine the youth while parenting.... lol. (well at least it's not Evil Dead or Exorcist, (in which i'm still messed up from.). I'm drinking a few Saisons and feelin pretty good, and should be able to sleep well enough when time to put Logan down, we'll see though, movies about over. Good night all, and to all a good night.....or rather night after Holloween.. hahaha

plans

well all my plans are pretty much screwed for the next few weekends.....nice

kids

Well I had to work really late today, and now have more responsibility than I've ever had in a job. But now that holloween is gettin closer, I'm really glad I can spend time with the kids tonight while mamma is locked in the bedroom doing homework or a test on something. We're getting to share in the super awesome retro cartoon quality entertainment that I always looked forward to as a kid, Great Pumpkin Charlie Brown.. How can anyone not like the World War I Ace Snoopy? It's just soo classic. Especially that part where he's flying atop his doghouse and gets shot down over France and makes a glorious crash landing and surives to fly and fight another day.... ahh those were the days..

work work work

Well I finally made it through the 12 days of work, and just got done with a 3 hour drive at night from home to St. Louis.. back again to help my dad out. Hopefully will be the 2nd to last weekend of this. Can't wait to just move on with life. It's been pretty strenyous the last few months of dealing with all this, but the light at the end of the tunnel is very much so getting brighter as I approach it closer and closer. Things will be soo much better soon i believe. I will hopefully be able to go back to work on some of my projects (other than keeping up with this and my other blog and my web design learning hobby). Some of the projects that have been getting away from me are setting up my entertainment area in my downstairs basement bar and office. I have yet to set up my projector for the home theatre and the surround sound (in which I personally wired up before the drywall was even in stalled, using 16 gauge speaker wire) and the laptop based music sharing over the LAN. The idea is a total pc network media driven entertainment system split off from the server so that anywhere in the home i can live stream any music stored in the shared drive and any video file also shared in the terrabytes of storage I have.. that means endless and seamless anime feeds. Oh yes it will be done if its the last thing I do. And also as I'm getting into setting up the server, I'm thinkin about automating the home while I'm at it with voice recognition software to run the A/C, the Alarm/Home security system, and even the entertainment portion (but that will come way later i'm sure, I still need to setup the server and reconfigure my office/animation studio). Well it seems like a lot and it is, but well at least its good to dream huh? I guess it's all in due time I suppose, but first things first, the task at hand.
I also need to make some time to get my ink done also, have lots of areas to fill in on my upper left arm half sleeve design...can't wait. that's all for now.

Worky

Well it's now day 6 of the 12 day work hostage crisis... Sucks but somebodies gotta do it. Ya know being a reserve in the military while working full time as a civilian in a uniform has it's priviledges but working straight thru for 2 weeks is not my idea of fun. But it pays well. I think I may just buy myself something nice for doing such a good job... hahaha... whatever. Gonna have a party tomorrow though so hopefully that brings a lil fun into my sad lil wormhole of a life... mmmkay...bye bye.. hahaha